| He has piercings and tattoos, and he's oh so very cute... . |
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| Sarah leaves for Austin in 2 days...However will I entertain myself without her?! 
The general consensus is that I'm very attractive...
Family trip in 2 days. Yay! 
All done. |
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| I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house. It doesn't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me. What hurts the most, is letting go. And having so much to say. And watching you walk away. And never knowing what could have been..and not seeing that love in you. It's hard to live with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. But I'm doing it. It's hard to fake that smile when I see our old friends and I'm all alone. Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret. But I know, if I could do it over, I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart. That I left unspoken. |
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